Since I didn't really conclude/properly finish my post from yesterday about performative intelligence, I'm gonna note some things down here.
So. Performative Intelligence: Why Do I Do It? Do I Do Things? Let's Find Out!
Reasons for my need to display my knowledge:
- Imposter syndrome
- Trying to compensate for the fact that I'm not conventionally beautiful drop-dead gorgeous and thus won't be taken seriously by the people I meet unless I show that I know things
- The fact that my conventional academic achievement has been the only thing that I've been truly good at in life and thus makes up a lot of the way I perceive my identity
- Putting pics of myself studying on my story encourages me to actually go ahead and do that studying
- I've always really liked knowing things, especially in the context of History competitions where one small detail reminds me of the answer and it makes me really happy and I get really addicted to answering those questions
OK I'm bored again bye
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